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I always thought that there was this one perfect person for everybody in the world, you know, and when you found that person the rest of the world kind of magically faded away, and, you know, the two of you would just be inside this kind of protective bubble, but there is no bubble, I mean if there is you have to make it, I just think life is more than a series of moments, you know, we can make choices, and we can choose to protect the people we love, and that's what makes us who we are and those are the real memories


-Forces of Nature

Saturday, February 01, 2014

I Want That



Why? Why I’m not beautiful?
Why I’m not tall or at least have a good height?
Why I’m not sexy?

Why I don’t have body curves?

Why I don’t have an edgy nose?
Why my teeth are naturally incomplete?
Why my skin does not satisfactorily glow ?
Why I have pimples and open pores?
Why I’m not so smart?
Why I’m not fluent in speaking English?
Why I’m not confident?
Why I don’t have lots of money to buy things I want?
Why I get easily envied the people around me who have the things that I don’t have?
ALL of them affect my mood to shift easily; I don’t want to be bipolar.
I want to be confident and do things without thinking myself-limitation that always hinders me.
I’m tired pretending to be okay.
I’m tired pretending that I don’t envied them; that I’m really proud of what I have but deep inside of me really looked down myself.
I want to be envied too! I want to accept and be proud of who really am and how I really looked like.
But I really don’t know what to do and how to start it either.
I hope one day I will just wake up and already learned to appreciate ME.


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