Why? Why I’m not
beautiful?
Why I’m not tall or
at least have a good height?
Why I’m not sexy?
Why I don’t have body
curves?
Why I don’t have an
edgy nose?
Why my teeth are
naturally incomplete?
Why my skin does not satisfactorily glow ?
Why I have pimples
and open pores?
Why I’m not so smart?
Why I’m not fluent in
speaking English?
Why I’m not
confident?
Why I don’t have lots of money to buy things I want?
Why I get easily envied
the people around me who have the things that I don’t have?
ALL of them affect my
mood to shift easily; I don’t want to be bipolar.
I want to be
confident and do things without thinking myself-limitation that always hinders
me.
I’m tired pretending
to be okay.
I’m tired pretending
that I don’t envied them; that I’m really proud of what I have but deep inside
of me really looked down myself.
I want to be envied
too! I want to accept and be proud of who really am and how I really looked like.
But I really don’t
know what to do and how to start it either.
I hope one day I will
just wake up and already learned to appreciate ME.
